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Mi, 08/21/2013 - 04:07
#52
/me comes in and smells the
/me comes in and smells the air.
It smells better in here. The smell of Doom isn't in the air.
WOW!!! Ace, your answer of why a hug contest is so similar to the answer I gave Ice to that question, last night. I told her we are friends. We talk about deeply personal things, which we are doing now in this thread, and always hugged each other in that friendship and those conversations. That our contest is finding different ways to hug each other that are funny. And we still get to hug each other in every post. It reminds me of the fragfest thread when we were trying not to repeat how we killed and were trying to make them funny and unique.
The more I think about it, the more I like disposable sprites. There's could be a crown sink. Feed the pet. Dress the pet in armor. Dress it in vanity costumes. Take it into combat. Swing your sword back to whack trojan and...Opps, off with Fluffy's head. Awe! Now you have to buy a new one and start over. Oh, and you also lost all it's gear and costumes. :P
Hate the pet you picked. Maybe want to change it's name. Just want something different....stab it, shoot it or blow it up in combat. No refunds.
They should sell us things to mess with each others halls...stink bombs that make the air green for awhile, spray paint cans that leave graffiti on the walls for a few hours, toilet paper to trash the hall and flaming poop bags that leave their own stink color in the air and brown poop mark on the floor. Halls would have to be made unlock-able which would then would force guilds to have to buy more of those locking doors inside the halls to prevent trashings. Guild parties could then include the activity of hall raiding.
/hugs you like a child hugs his pillow when he's trying to catch the tooth fairy when she comes for his tooth.
Mi, 08/21/2013 - 07:11
#53
that makes sense of how ye want attention.
Haah. So much hugs.
Thank ye both, I'll do what I could for the best results, I guess.
Enjoy doing yer stuffs...?
Mi, 08/21/2013 - 09:55
#54
;D That means something~
I am glad to hear that. XD I thought about it of how to explain this thread and contest, then [My girl soul's name] mentioned and predicted if that was going to happen. If what she predicted was correct, that means our hearts truly bonds and connects as one. Geez.. ever since I got hear, I have been hearing a lot her philosophies. Based on that, I knew that I was already scared and nervous as soon I came to India. Her behavior seemed to calm down but [my guy's soul name] is still feeling tensed and uneasy. In other words, my mind is trying to calm down while my body is getting ready for a fight anywhere, anytime.
So, guildies check the thread every now and then?
HEYA ICE! I HOPE EVERYTHING IS ALRIGHT OVER THERE! TAKE CARE~
If you are getting a battle sprite, get one that you are going to enjoy being with rather than the one you will try to stuff through a mouse hole.
No problem Boggy! Also, keep a smile with positive attitude. I know it's not going to help much. However, it can boost up your mind processing and focus. How? Apparently, a smile could improve the way your body works. I'm not quite sure how it exactly works, but I know that happiness tends to increase blood flow. So.. don't worry, be happy~ XD
/thinks, "And now.... Shotjeer... >:3"
Aww.. want me tell you another joke? Okay. You are right now watching me through my window and I think... /throws a cake at Shotjeer's face with a smile frosted onto it. ..that you're sweet~ ;) tells Noon, "Aww.. look at his smile. I think he's cute. ;P"
/points to the smile made by the frosting left on Shotjeer's face.
/hugs you like a child that just got a new present from Santa.
Do, 08/22/2013 - 04:59
#55
I hope guildies come and
I hope guildies come and check the thread. I've been trying to get the word out that you are here. Grub has your email address.
I knew you were scared about going, too. It's never easy making changes, especially big ones like you just made. How is it going? Is it getting any easier? Did your dad ever accept your exam grade?
BOGGY!!! Are you okay? Why are you scared?
/me grabs Shotjeer by the ears. You are so cute...
/me licks Shotjeer's face from chin to forehead. You taste good too.
/hugs you like a little girl hugs a kitten that is trying to get away.
Do, 08/22/2013 - 08:11
#56
Rock made of metal.
*Metal rock fall though ceiling*
Sup.
Do, 08/22/2013 - 11:59
#57
Guildies~!
I hope so too. I would like to talk to some of them.
Grub do? That's great but... he doesn't reply back. >:X Dat Grub..
How is it here? Getting through everyday is alright, I suppose.. Everyday, I make at least one mistake in some random class and it always jeopardizes my grade. >:I
~sigh I wish I could do something right.. I'm a screw up like Sid in Ice Age. XD [Hidden emotion: :(]
To start, I told him the truth and he didn't believe me like I said earlier.. but he said it was the first one and I should try not to make the same mistake for the next one. Problem is, I don't know my mistake so I'm trying to follow every detail and advice they are giving me. He told me just to enjoy life a bit more and try to study in a new pattern. [Read, understand, learn] However, it takes me a long time to study like this and I lost my reading speed over the years. This is going to be tough. I got another 3 tests this Saturday... -.-[groan..]
Boggy, be brave! We have to fight our fears someday and there is nothing to fear, besides it is just a piece of paper. It won't take you into a dark alley and asks you to give it money. If it does... /hands over a roll of duct tape. /turns to Noon, "Right Noon?!"
/licks Shotjeer's cheek. Mmhmm..
/hugs you like an elder brother that is trying to encourage his little sister.
Do, 08/22/2013 - 12:12
#58
Grub wasn't sure if you were
Grub wasn't sure if you were getting his messages. I just gave him the address. I haven't seen him since.
You're going to make mistakes. Don't beat yourself up over it.
/me giggles
Beat up the guy to your right.
Don't try so hard to learn. Just do what you do but without all the worrying.
Yes. Boggy, the tape will work well. There's so many uses for duct tape.
/me hugs you like a drunk hugs the bar just before he falls on the floor.
Do, 08/22/2013 - 12:46
#59
Oh?
What is the email address he is sending to?
Yeah, but I am so anxious to succeed.
Beat up him?
/looks over at the guy
Nah, I don't hurt anyone unless they try to injure me or someone I care about. Other than that, I never react to those who call me names or tries to attack me. I learn so much from games, movies, and my solid, cold childhood in school that I can block any attack, evade any object, and deflect people of any size.
Also, people looks at me a lot and smile or wave. My new friends also notice that girls are always around me.. I noticed this for some time but didn't want to talk about it. I don't know why people like me or follows me around sometimes but it makes me feel suspicious about them and the rest of the college.
I can't stop worrying.. I don't know how. To me, calm is when none of your emotions are altering the state of your mind. I guess I need inner peace, because I never stopped feeling tensed, anxious, or serious for a very long time. I can tell you that it has been more than 10 years like this. I don't know what being calm is anymore. Even though I can calm myself down, my heart always felt restless.
Duct tape.. Noon taught me how to use and on what for.. /looks at his brothers
But I'm not that type of big brother, I'm kind and gentle.
/hugs you like the fourth of July. Oh wait, it's August. /fail
Fr, 08/23/2013 - 01:18
#60
uh
I'm okaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyyyy.........
I am just spacing out, don't know why.
Anyways, wacom bamboo fun after major exams if all of my subject passes. *squealing*
Maybe. I don't know either.
Fr, 08/23/2013 - 05:42
#61
You're new, different and
You're new, different and special. Of course people will want to be around you. You have a great personality too.
I wish I could help you with the inner peace thing. It isn't something I've been able to master and I don't think I ever will. I just practice the power to ignore. I do hope you can at least relax enough to enjoy things.
The duct tape...don't use it on skin it will leave marks on the skin called evidence.
Go around the pelvis or hips over their jeans. Use their thighs and chest. Twist the tape backwards as you go over the wrist and twist back to adhere the arm to the wall. And always remember to wipe your finger prints off of the tape when you are done.
@Boggy
YAY!!!
/jumps for joy
Congrats.
/me hugs you like a little girl hugs a picture of One Direction.
Fr, 08/23/2013 - 06:54
#62
Deerp.
I open the door and sit in the middle of the room.
Hallo.
Fr, 08/23/2013 - 07:28
#63
boom time
Ghaa! My ears!! *presses down on my ear flaps trying to not hear the awful music*
Thats it, I can't take this any more!
*puts on sinister skelly helm. Grabs a Arcane Arcitic (ice/shadow bomb) and charges it. Throw bomb into shower*
*a scream is heard from the shower fallowed by childish wispers. A cold fog eminates from the bathroom now.*
Frekin knights, don't have respect for the hearing improved.
Sa, 08/24/2013 - 03:56
#64
@Waffleconecake you can
@Waffleconecake you can change the station. You don't have to torture yourself but if you do, can I sell tickets to the event?
Hi Gearsoloder.
Ace,
I'm waking on this wonderful Saturday morning thinking you should be taking your tests by now. Hoping you can feel the extra mental energy I'm sending your way. I hope you do/did well on them. :)
/me hugs you like a child hugs his mom in the morning on his first day of school.
Sa, 08/24/2013 - 09:25
#65
Thanks Noon~
I felt it. I actually had more mental energy on my last test today. However, I know I did poorly on the first two. :L I can do it and all I have to do is try. After I studied one of my subjects, I knew a lot of things for that subject along with a feeling that my head was very light. I still feel it and I am not sure if I need more rest or not. My parents didn't like the sound of what happened on the first 2 tests but they were happy that the new learning method helped me on my last one. They want me to keep it up and make sure that I be more responsible in contacting them. [I had some problems with my (technically) first and new cell phone.]
I know that I had to leave them at a message but I couldn't since India has difficulty with mobile range. They understand to an extent but they still blame me for not trying to reach them. /shrug
How ya been? How about Pat and Snow? Anything new happened in life or SK lately? I know that the Black Kats are out again and with the unlimited energy, people are going to hunt them down left and right. I am planning to play video games again because people notice that I am not myself anymore and it seems that I spend more time making myself happy or calm rather than studying. For advice, do you think I should play again? I promised my mother that I will stop playing games before college started. Also, I have not played anything for a month and I still show some problems in college without it. If I do play, it's going to be maybe an hour or two. I would like to come on SK but I have limited wifi in this area, I might lose track of time again since I haven't played in a month, and everyone there would be asleep or just waking up. I think I might play a gameboy advance game. Honestly, what do you think?
/hugs you like kitten holding onto her mother.
Sa, 08/24/2013 - 12:22
#66
*is confuzzled to Ace
*is confuzzled to Ace bitingBaon's neck.*
Sa, 08/24/2013 - 16:34
#67
It's good you kicked it in on
It's good you kicked it in on the last one. Now you just have to keep that going.
You have to ask me the tough questions, right!?!
Okay. First you need to remember why you are there. To learn and get an education. That is your job, your priority. You know that's what your mother wants. That's why she made you promise not to play. Don't fail her. Don't disrespect her. Get the education. And let's be practical you know you need breaks to rest/re-energize, and to allow the brain to process things. I think you spend way too much time worrying about her, your dad, your brothers...girls...friends...self...online games....There's so much energy and thought processes being burned there.
Ah, the games. Time to be an adult. You know you need them to relax and to be able to go forward. You stated up there it could be a problem. Well, stay away from known problems and finds things that you can relax the way you need and want to relax but still be able to get back to work and focus while doing so. Work hard and play hard. Go far.
But do the work first. I found when things were making it hard for me to study, keeping certain behaviors helped. Kind of like locking out the mental distractions. First was to prepare everything for the next class. Then, I would do all assignments etc and review everything done in the class and pack up for the next class, right after that class and before anything else. I'd make sure I understood what was taught and had it's work out of the way and off of my mind, done. I was free to relax, play and do rl things. Then, I'd know exactly how many pieces needed to be memorized and how many days to do it in and for how many classes. I'd memorize one then play. Go back check that I remembered and add one more. Then play, check I remembered both and add one more, play and repeat. I'd do the entire process then do rl things. I'd cheek that's I'd remembered and study if need be, then be free to play.
Get selfish about your education. It's you job. It's your priority. So do it and enjoy it. If you're worried about your family, friends and life, sometimes games, push them aside and ignore them. Do your job. You'll make them happy when you're done. You did what they wanted, right?
We're doing well and enjoying our time together. Snow saved the farmed from the gremlin's riots and burnings. He's so useful and getting big.
Urr! Arrr! I haven't found one stinking kat. I hates the kats. Why am I looking for them anyway?
/me shakes head.
/hugs you like a surfer hugs the rock on a the peer that his board strap is caught under, knowing the next wave is about to hit.
Mo, 08/26/2013 - 11:42
#68
*puts a Whoopy Cushion under
*puts a Whoopy Cushion under a random chair*
Di, 08/27/2013 - 11:27
#69
I guess you're right~
I gotta "grow up" but I can't stop being who I want to be or am. I know! If I ever miss playing video games, I will direct some of knowledge and develop something in RL about the game. [... was that an idea? Uhh.. Noon, do you like it? R is asking..]
Yes I worry too much.. I wish I could put all of this energy into my studies. If you have a lot of mental power without the ability to use all of it, that power will tend to act on its own. This also goes for my strength and speed too. I just can't use it all properly without hurting myself. For example, I focused and only used my brain power to study, I memorized things very well and created a new language to learn faster. After the test, I fainted on the bed and slept there for hours.. Playing games has helped me control my brain power by random methods of strategizing, predicting, coordinating, (in other words, various ways of thinking complex.) Chess is a great game but, my brain thinks farther than that now... /annoyed. Why does R have to be so smart and clever, when I am trying to reach her level -.-? S on the other hand, he is like an OP weapon that doesn't know when to quit. I possess a great amount of stamina but my body cannot handle the blood pressure or extended periods of time. My body will strain itself after I stop moving and begin to take some rest. I noticed that when I ran like Sonic, went up 12 floors to hand in an assignment, and fought people at incredible speed, strength, and durability. [I can evade very well and my body can take hits from others no matter their human strength. My brothers say I have bones like iron or some metal. XD]
Work! What a drag~ I always do my duties and studies first before I begin to do anything else. [Now I do it everyday. XP]
Selfish? Noon, I don't think you realize who you are talking to. I am the one person that doesn't feel selfish, jealousy, envy, etc. However, I do possess wrath. [that's it. :X] I'm not sure whether it's a good or bad thing.
You hunt kats... for.. fun and make them stuff pillows for you to sleep on! XD
/thinks about what Waffle said, "... -.-' " I don't think that is what I meant but, okay~!
/hugs you like how you hug me ever since we first met.
Di, 08/27/2013 - 11:38
#70
lolwat
Di, 08/27/2013 - 12:58
#71
Miss video games? More like
Miss video games? More like you'll be sneaking on your computer at work, playing at the airport or on a train.
They're is a funny little thing about those feelings. Yes they can go away but...someone or something can find a way to reach inside of you and pull them back.
So are you settling in yet? Are you handling the food any better?
Mabel had more pups. Snow has been trying to feed them steaks and things. ;)
I though quite a bit about what waffle said. And I keep coming back to the same thought. Waffles and bacon make a pretty good breakfast.
/hugs you like old ladies hug meat at a meat sale.
Di, 08/27/2013 - 13:42
#72
lol Yeah..
I might be playing video games in between work. XD Once, my brothers and I saw a lawyer playing game son their laptop, even though they were in their office. My brothers and I freaked out and thought, "LAWYERS PLAY VIDEO GAMES!?!?!!" We were amazed because our Dad say that people will grow up, get a job, and stop playing games.
I guess you are right about those feelings but I never felt them and never accepted them either. For example, lust is very common among the kids of my age and slightly younger but I don't have any feelings like it at all. R and I actually developed a theory of how lust works and why it is needed in humankind and other animals. [The theory was developed in a few hours-days. I think it was less than a day.] I think I possess a little lust but it is only for a reason that I am too shy to explain. I will only say it if you want to hear it. I won't have any problem if people pull me out in the open for things that I want to tell them.
More pups..?! These guys are almost young enough to be Snow's kids or nephews/nieces! I know that Snow will always be a help to you guys.
Waffles, bacon, scrambled eggs, toast, juice(Orange, Grape, Apple).... the perfect breakfast. Oh and any fruit you please~ XP
/hugs you like Jerry when he discovers cheese.
Di, 08/27/2013 - 13:54
#73
I know bank managers, doctors
I know bank managers, doctors lawyers who play. Moms who get on their kids computers while the kids are in school.
I want to hear it. :P
You caught me mid stream. No one is back. I'm having a feeling, too. I'm tired of people stealing mha cookies.
/me hands Ace a fish stick.
Shh!!! Don't tell. They're better.
Snow's been quite busy on the farm.
/hugs you like a skirt hugs a fat girl.
Di, 08/27/2013 - 14:04
#74
Good
You switched back to I am no one.
Di, 08/27/2013 - 14:43
#75
Okay~
[I told part of this secret to Cuquinha.] >3< /thinks, "I had a feeling Noon would say that.." My secret that ties into my fragment of lust is that even though I am a boy, I wanted to be a girl ever since I was around 3 years old. Where does lust comes in? I wanted be a girl with a chest. [>3< /thinks, "...ehh."] Like most girls, I wanted to be a cute, smart, and beautiful young girl with a chest that is just proportional to my size or sightly larger. I know all the secrets on how to become a healthy person and look the best, except when it comes with style and looks (I don't understand clothes styling and I don't know how to style hair.) Somehow, people in college say I have style and I dress very well. (They even thought I looked like a mafia boss or Micheal Jackson.) But that's my secret that ties in with lust, I want to become a cute, smart, and beautiful young girl with a chest that most boys will consider perfection.
Since I am a boy, I want to make myself a cool person with amazing intellect and strength. Problem is,
1) My life's happiness collapsed in exchange for becoming cool. So, I m destined to be cool.
2) I have a weak body, so achieving something has its limits.
3) I trained myself to achieve higher limits but, I already reached an uncontrollable limit where most of my potential is being dwindled since there is nothing to challenge its reach plus my body and brain can't use all of its power due to the lack of things to test it.
People are stealing your cookies? Next time, leave a decoy that has cookies sprinkled with soap crystals that looks like colored sugar. Step two, let them eat it on their own.
Thanks for the fish stick! I love them~!
/munches on his fish stick.
/hugs you like girl that hugs her younger siblings with her arms, head, and chest. [Yes, that's how I will hug my siblings.]
Mi, 08/28/2013 - 04:48
#76
Yes Shotjeer but only so I
Yes Shotjeer but only so I can die in original state. Well, I'm already dead. They killed my game. Pat's gone. My guild is...(forum gag). And EoS and some users have the audacity to steal my cookie fetish identity. All I have left is the pre-banishment fun that those who get kicked to rogue get to have. The irony is...history repeats it's self. That is exactly how No one came into existence here.
History really is repeating it's self. The real life things that helped create No one are flourishing too with the exception of one thing. I caved to the abuse and sold my soul this past Monday. While they had me by the legs, an online extortioner popped up grabbing me by the throat ramming my head into the ground.
As I move forward, I find I am less than No one for being here. My cookie fetish, taken and overused to the point of people are sick of seeing it. Even Noone, every game site, social site etc has been graced with that user since I have come here. People are even taking the Iam(whatever) user names. If you ever see a user named Less-than-nothing, you may have found me. Past user names: me...meme...Iammeme...Iamtherealmeme...Iamnoone...Do we see a pattern here? What will I become next?
Ace, Chirz has re-started AT. That's all I'm going to say on that subject.
Don't worry Ace. I'm not depressed at all. I'm pissed off and that's when I become very creative. :P
You will reach all of your potential. You will find a way to make both of your inter-selves one. Physical strength, you will achieve that too. Someday you will learn that physical strength is as much intelligence and endurance as it is brute force. 10 men with pix axes can beat away on a boulder all day to remove it or we could just through acid on it and be done with it. ;)
Either way, the result is the same.
/me hugs you the way that little timid girl in the life guarding class hugged me, her panicky victim, just before she kicked my butt and rescued me.
/laughs at what the fear of death will bring out in people.
Mi, 08/28/2013 - 06:44
#77
*walks in, belly distorted, round, and bulging outward causing my armor to be distorted and stretched. A hand rests on the top of my large mound.*
Hay guys I'm back.
While I was gone I got pregers again. Who wants to name this set?
Oh Iamnoone, that reminds me. This is yours.
*throws a small brown paper bag with a line of solid black tape keeping it shut to you.*
I bought it off some devilite at the market. I was going to eat it but the soul reaked of over atatchment so I knew it was yours.
I recamend you make a hole in the bottom of the bag and breath it back in.
* sits on a wooden chair*
Can someone get me Boggs? He promised to help with my last set of bats but he bailed on me.
Mi, 08/28/2013 - 07:39
#78
I know history.. and AT is back?
So, Ominous is returning to the ashes? I am glad to hear that AT is back but, it would not be the same without any of its best and honorable people:
Grub
Ice
Spongie
You (especially)
Dragon
Pat
Melon
Night
Halo
Mario
I believe that is pretty much everyone since Chriz is the one who reestablished it.
Wait, Pat left!?
.../feels sadness that all of his friends are vanishing and cannot do anything to keep them together because, he is not there.
Death? He is a friend of mine and I don't fear him. Never had to and never will. /erases the fear in people's hearts and teach them to create a great and meaningful purpose in life.
Yes, history is repeating itself because:
1) Life of all things depends on it, according to genetics.
2) People will witness things that appears as Déjà vu.
3) Even though people say, "Never repeat the same mistake twice," humankind will do it at a time when they forgot about their past experiences.
4) Time is merely trying to perfect itself since it has been altered or disrupted.
5) It appears as dreams but, they are all experiences we had in the past, maybe not even connected to this life.
[I once experienced flight, extraordinary movements and abilities that this world see them as myths, legends, or fairy tales.. I felt all my senses reacting when I experienced these dreams and I tried to reenact them while conscious. Since I can remember how my body and mind felt for those dreams, I learned how to extend my air time after every jump, attack anything with only my fingers, and manipulate a little bit of elemental forces.
I could control flow of fire and touch it without getting burned.
Channel the direction and flow of water to my desired location.
Withstand an electrical current up 220-240V and repel it so I would not get injured.
Sense others through the sound that they make or simply by hearing their breath.
There are many more abilities that I attained but it will take too long for me to type them up.
Yes, I did all of these by either on accident or on purpose.
Making my inter-selves one is dangerous and unnecessary, they can merge anytime we wish. Due to the fact that I am the pure energy produced by them and hold the power/potential that they can only use and control to master creation, I cannot tap into at least 1% of my true capabilities. In order for me to master their power through the combination of the mind, understanding, and strength, I will have to a god. Literally, they can use abilities that would be OP against Merlin and comes through the way they envision how reality would and should form (This ability only works through a great understanding of science that no average scientist or alchemist can question or judge.) They trained themselves to reach that magnitude of power and they want me to reach beyond that limit because I hold the power of the two. While trying to attain that power, R wants me to learn how to alter my appearance that way nobody knows of my true identity and become in the form of my heart. In other words, she wants me to become a girl so I could even exceed my basic limits and remain stable in physical form. While I was growing up as a child, I noticed that many features of my body that are not common to the average boy. [High body temperature, fast growing hair, soft skin (Even though I do a lot of things like exercising, moving heavy objects, crafting..), different body shape, and long, thick eye lashes (My eye doctor told me about this a couple of weeks ago.)] With all of these features in a human boy, the effects on his body is unstable due to the fact that he is a boy and his body is not made for maintaining such features. [This also kinda where my secret from the last post also connects.]
/hugs you like a little girl that is holding her new pet hamster, Hamtaro.
Mi, 08/28/2013 - 09:12
#79
baby demons in the next episode
If you can do so much then help me with th-*burps loudly letting out a puff of dark purple smoke*
Oh brew, it's starting. Someone grab me a blanket in a basket!
Mi, 08/28/2013 - 11:51
#80
At Iamnoone
That's why I don't stick to guilds. 80 percent of guilds are crapping on everything. They go into default as soon as they get a wing because theyre like NO ME NEEDS CROWNS FOR MAH 5 STAR STUFFS U BETTER DONATE OR ILL KICK U. As soon as I joined a noobie guild, donated an upwards of 60kcr, then watched it go into default 2 weeks later, you know, that kinda killed the mood.
Anyways, killkillkillkillkillkillkillkillkillkillkillkillkillkillkillkillkillkillkillkillkillkillkillkilllkillklilllklilklillklilklilllklillklillklillkllill.klillklilklilklilklklilkllilklilklilklilkliklilklill heavy weapons guy.
Mi, 08/28/2013 - 15:59
#81
No darling. It isn't going
No darling. It isn't going back to ashes. Far from it. Our numbers are still pushing 100. Yes, Pat's gone. You're gone and I think Melon was gone before you. Ice, Grub, myself and most of the others are there. GH has been expanded. The officers have a project they are working on. Pat's gone, you're gone...
/sighs
/gives Waffleconecake a blanket and soft bed.
Shotjeer,
I try not to kick guildies at all costs. I talk to them and at them. I tell them. I warn them. It's usually something along the lines of, "Shut up. What are you going to do about it?" that gets me kicking.
/hugs you like a little girl hugs her baby brother but with a little less choke.
Sa, 08/31/2013 - 03:01
#82
~sigh
...
I'm lost in words based on how you feel, what has happened in life, SK, even my soul. Honestly, I do not know what is going for the past several months and for what purpose but somehow I believe that I should keep going. Problem is..
Why do I carry the fate of so many things on my shoulders?
Why does everything depend on me? I don't want anything in my life to disappear and I don't want to be responsible for them..! /feels frustrated. I don't want to fail! I don't want anyone who I care about to get hurt. I don't want anything bad to happen.. Why! Why do I have to do this!? It doesn't even make any sense! Rraaahhh! /punches the wall with anger I want to be with my family. /exhales heavily with anger (I feel like Gohan being a burden to others.)
>:[
...sigh..
I gotta go back to studying Noon, I got a lot of tests coming up.. wish me luck.
P.S. I can control my methods of studying but I need to try hard. Alongside that, the teachers appreciate me more in class and I tend to stand out a lot. XD All of my classmates know my name and who I am. It is kinda odd that they know me too well but, they remind me of how you guys treated when I was on SK. I also remembered a way to come on SK, I'm going to try it out and see if I can come on Sundays. If I remember correctly, Saturday night you don't have work right? Then I will try and see you then, if I don't oversleep. >3< If that doesn't work, I will be back and surprise everyone. That will mean my family and everyone on SK(including you). ;D See you then~ I'm the Arcane Salamander of the guild, I gotta come back some time. Oh do you wear the Volcanic Salamander anymore? I remember how you stopped since many people were copying you (and me too. O.o They begun to wear hoods and my shield then eventually they started asking me about my sword... creepy..)
/hugs you like me whenever I come and ask you for advice or comfort.
Sa, 08/31/2013 - 04:20
#83
~Still waiting for the baby waffelcone.~
/sending all the luck and positive energies I can.
You don't carry the fate of so many things. Your just putting the burden on yourself. The truth is, we matter very little in the grand scheme of things. People will continue to succeed and fail at things whether we're here or not. They'll screw up with or without us. They just might not laugh as much without us.
Face it. You will fail. You won't be perfect. All of us can be buttheads and will be at some point. What are you shooting to be a perfectionist like me? Even perfectionists look at things and say "No way! I'm not touching that with a 10 foot pole."
I know you're missing your friends and family. It won't be long before you're back with them and then you'll be missing your new family. Sometime I'll tell you about my Indian/Hindu family here.
Volcanic Salamander ~giggles~
I succeeded. Remember how hard I was grinding to level up gear pre-update? All of my 3 and 4* items are 5. Many of the 2*'s are too. I have about 35 or 40 5*'s now. I'm kind of good to go and can wait for all the other users to find the OOO screw in the new system, the out cry that will come (in a year or so after grinding millions of free levels only to find out...) and the update that will change things after OOO realizes no new people are coming to SK and people are leaving in droves, bad mouthing OOO to every gamer they come across, because...
I'm just going to make the popcorn, sit back and enjoy the show. The principle of cause and effect are so misunderstood here.
I have basically stopped doing runs and missions. There's just no point to them other than to earn the crowns for the Valkyrie wings I want. But with no game, it also doesn't really matter if I get them or not. I just do one or two runs here and there and socialize and do guild things. With not having mist to craft into 2*'s to sell on AH, it should take me 3 or 4 years to get the wings. :/
Apparently I'm not the only one. Upkeep for halls has been reduced by like 80%. With the alts shanked and the excessive crown sinks still in place, meant to take back every crn earned, I think OOO realized the majority of the users really didn't have hundreds of alts with billions and billions of crns and that the all the halls were in eminent danger of default in the near future. Once the halls and guilds are gone...
Me work? Um...umm...
No, I'm not working Saturday or Sunday. I have a new extortioner who I didn't pay and don't plan to. He gave me an extended summer vacation that may never end. And I'm not the slightest bit embarrassed at what I did to keep a child alive.
/sighs
/hugs you like hot fudge hugs ice cream.
So, 09/01/2013 - 01:55
#84
/sigh
*walks into room after using vanish* /sigh
Hello former guild master...
Sorry I went AFK now and got kicked from the guild.
*sits quietly and sadly in a hole in an extension in the wall*
So, 09/01/2013 - 01:55
#85
/sigh
*walks into room after using vanish* /sigh
Hello former guild master...
Sorry I went AFK now and got kicked from the guild.
*sits quietly and sadly in a hole in an extension in the wall*
So, 09/01/2013 - 01:55
#86
/sigh
*walks into room after using vanish* /sigh
Hello former guild master...
Sorry I went AFK now and got kicked from the guild.
*sits quietly and sadly in a hole in an extension in the wall*
So, 09/01/2013 - 01:55
#87
/sigh
*walks into room after using vanish* /sigh
Hello former guild master...
Sorry I went AFK now and got kicked from the guild.
*sits quietly and sadly in a hole in an extension in the wall*
So, 09/01/2013 - 01:59
#88
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So, 09/01/2013 - 02:30
#89
Hmm..
Noon, I thought about what you said earlier and.. I am a screw up. XD I don't deny nor hate the fact. I just want to fail that's it. I wanna catch all my mistakes fast so I would not mess up my college life. Another thing, I guess I should stop worrying about the things with my family. They are far away and if anything happens, worrying won't solve anything. But I can always support them whenever they need me.
OOO has something in their devious little minds by working with the Gremlins and Devilites they created. I am pretty sure they hatching a plot to clean our pockets and cause chaos within SK.
I am not trying to be a perfectionist but it does seem like it.. :/
Now that you mentioned about ice cream, I wanna go to Rita's and get large cone with vanilla ice cream and rainbow sprinkles on top. I could eat it all day.
Hello Fire! :D
/hugs you like a sprinkle trying to hug ice cream even though he realizes that he has small arms.
So, 09/01/2013 - 06:14
#90
Good you WANT to fail. Do it.
Good you WANT to fail. Do it. :P
Take a trash a class, that won't effect what you are doing, possibly non college related, and go into it with the intent to fail. Blow it apart. Enjoy being the class retard. Make your goal not to get caught and kicked out. It would be so empowering to flip everyone the bird who always expect greatness from you. Take a flower arranging class or art class and make things intended to make the teachers face get that face screw look when she looks at your work. :P
Sometimes people do things with the intent to fail.
"Clean our pockets and cause chaos"
That sounds like more disrespect coming our way.
/bites tongue
/bites harder making it bleed
Dang, those dudes at the top are like 40. If they live to 80 or a 100, that's a long time of being hated, not being able to run future business because no one will interact with you or trust you and a very long time to be isolated in an ivory tower alone if they decide to succeed from life. Like what would they do, play online games where past site owners set a precedent in the industry that is okay to screw with and rip off the industry's patrons?
/me yells, BAD KARMA BAD! KARMA! BAD KARMA!
Those boys are going to make California burn off the map, have an earthquake so sever that the state falls into the ocean or something.
Wait I know, they are trying to break the record for BBB complaints against a company in one year. And they're racking those bad boys up, aren't they.
I can make a cat with whiskers ice cream cone and a rose ice cream cone from soft serve ice cream. I can also make a banana split that is a true banana boat that looks like a pirate ship. I can bake it in a pie without the ice cream melting. I can keep you in ice cream all day and you'd never eat the same thing twice. xD
@Fire,
Hello. I hope that wasn't my guild you got kicked from. If it was, we should talk in game and get that taking care of.
/hugs you like an ant hugs a sprinkle as he tries to carry it away.
So, 09/01/2013 - 09:31
#91
Not sure...
Ace used to be my guild master, so I'm not sure how that works anymore...
*uses 10 star moogle alchemy to craft the room into two large bunkbeds with three stories for everyone except the shower*
@waffleconecake Take This!!!
*builds new gleaming shower with best equipment available with unbreaking infinity*
@Poke-Rock ...
*fixes hole in ceiling*
Derp
Mo, 09/02/2013 - 12:50
#92
lol Noon.
Woah! Wait, Fire. I was your guild master?! O.o I remember seeing you before but I never kicked anyone out of our guild and I was only an officer. I don't mind if people leave but.. If people ever missed behaved to a certain limit then there are consequences. One question, am I the Ace you're talking about?
NOON! You are such a GOOD influence to little children. >3< BTW, my teachers like me very much by the way I ask and discuss questions beyond the textbook and my personality. I only got on their bad side when I flunk the test. >x< /thinks, "[Bad KARMA!]"
I asked one a friend in my class to look over my paper and to see where did I mess up and... he said I misunderstood the question, wrote in paragraphs, and only wrote solid definitions straight from the textbook.
SO! I have to:
~Write in bullet points
~Give some real-life examples
~Visualize everything while I am studying
~Try to not get too crazy about studying(BTW, he studied only the day before the test and scored very well. Actually.. everyone studied the day before the test, except me. o.o)
~Don't confuse myself when I read their question. In other words.. R! Stop thinking beyond reason! WE NEED TO GET THOSE TESTS UNDER DUCT TAPE! Then, we burn them. :P
Moogle!
/hugs you and the moogle like sunlight trying to reach the other half of Earth. /hugs FireofEarth too. I have a feeling that I know you but I can't seem to remember of how we met.. definitely we knew each other before I left for college. But did I kick you..or anyone?
Mo, 09/02/2013 - 14:58
#93
YAY! It sounds like you
YAY! It sounds like you figured out what you need to do.
Is it so wrong to: bribe little kids into doing belly flops, tell them if they tape the rim of the candy bowl it won't clank when they try to steal a piece of candy and if they fart under the sheets they can find out how their farts smell?
Dang Ace, you were out there kicking peeps and don't remember?
Ah!!! Fire.
I dare you to build a bone fire in the school's parking lot.
/hugs you like a shell hugs a snail.
Mo, 09/02/2013 - 22:11
#94
Hmmm....
Yes, I believe that you are the one(unless there was a slightly different name O_o). I wonder if someone kicked me because I was AFk for about a year...
Moogle: Don't touch my pompom kupo! Why does everyone like touching my pompom kupo?
BTW: What about Iam? You forgot to hug Iam kupo!
Bone Fire? *Fire is clueless as to what a bonefire is.*
HUGE EDIT: XSPIRAL-ACE IS ACTUALLY MY FRIEND O_O epic failure on my part...
Sorry for making you feel guilty.
Di, 09/03/2013 - 05:19
#95
XD That explains it.
Yeah, then definitely I would never kick a friend out of the guild unless the GMs and officers decided. O.o Noon said to start a bonfire. :P /thinks, "Silly Fire."
NOON! I didn't kick anybody for anything! Well.. maybe when I was trying to establish personal runs with friends or Cuquinha.
I did hug Noon... >3< pay attention.. geez.. >.>
Yeah. I got an idea on how to do it, but! I feel lazy to do it. -.- .... Durn the laziness in my blood!
/hugs you like a starfish whenever it touches glass.
P.S. Oh I forgot to mention that I got a new cellphone at the beginning of college. However, I fell off the bus today and the phone is glitching for image display even though my hand saved it from crashing to the ground, at the last second. -o- Whew.. BTW I'm alright. I just a small wound and bruise on the lower half of my right palm. Nothing serious. [I expected for myself to get badly injured today. XD]
Mi, 09/04/2013 - 06:17
#96
/giggles
You kick someone? I
/giggles
You kick someone? I never saw you kick anyone.
You're not the only one who is lazy. If all people weren't lazy all the time, jobs and pay would not exist. No forms of currency would have been created. People would willing do what was needed and help each other out for free. And then greed would not exist because working harder and scamming people would net no personal gain. Just think of how nice the world could be without being ripped off, scammed and politicians righting laws for the good of society rather than the advancement of their personal financial endeavors.
/sighs
Another deep conversation would be how we all are buttheads from time to time.
Remember the Dr Pepper commercial...
I'm a pepper.
He's a pepper.
She's a pepper.
Wouldn't you like to be a pepper too?
Sing that again but swap an ahole for a pepper. xD
Sheesh!!!
I'm glad you're alright. I hope you get your phone working again.
/hugs you like a boa hugs it's prey.
Mi, 09/04/2013 - 18:53
#97
Durn our laziness..
You're absolutely right. I wish there was no laziness in this world.
I already envisioned a world like that but I never figured out the key to create such a world. Thanks to you, R completed her research about our alternate world of how it will form.
So.. how are ya? Oh I saw Snow today at the farm and I gave him his favorite food, reaper bones. You won't have to worry about feeding him for today. BTW I am Vlad.. O.o I think.. I got bit in the neck 2 weeks ago that looks like a vampire bite. So far, nothing odd or bad happened to me.
Plus, the past is haunting me a lot nowadays.. :O I keep hearing all of these songs and remembering/envisioning all the things I knew a long time ago. Recently, I heard a screeching and terrifying roar of a beast. I don't know where it come from or what it was but, my friends didn't hear anything.
R: Thank you Noon. You are a great help to me, Ace, and S. You're a very smart and kind person. Keep supporting and guiding Ace through his life. He needs it since he is still a kid.
/hugs you like gift wrap hugs a present the night before Christmas.
Fr, 09/06/2013 - 02:28
#98
Snow loved the bones. He
Snow loved the bones. He loved them and sent a kiss. It was a little drippy. Here.
/licks Ace.
Thinking about the past has the same kind of effect on me too. I think those kind of screams are just tears in the quantum space riff or a psychic scream. Not everyone will hear it when you do. What did you see when you looked back?
Remember time is an allusion. It repeats itself and never changes. History being the biggest allusion of all the tenses of time, meant to make you think there has been change but in reality nothing has changed. Time only has the value we place on it and only what is relevant to the current. Past, we/things are either better off or worse off than what is now. Present, what we are currently doing or learning is new to us and therefore must be new to everyone because people are just arrogant sh*ts like that. Future, we will be better off or worse off based on what we do now. I'll give you two examples of this.
Ex. 1- My grandmom bought a brand new, state of the art, car which seems very old and outdated as I stand in the car dealer's showroom buying my brand new, state of the art, car which will seem old and outdated when your child buys a brand new, state of the art, car.
Ex. 2- In the 70's, the US government had stern warnings for a brand new drug called "Molly" or MDMA. In the 80's, the US government had stern warnings about the brand new, highly addictive drug called "Ice" or MDMA. In the 90's we were once again warned about a brand new drug called "Ecstasy" or MDMA. And with the turn of the century we were all worried about "X" or MDMA.
You're welcome. I will always be your friend as long as I am able.
/hugs you like paint hugs a wall.
So, 09/08/2013 - 04:57
#99
I heard..
I watched and read many movies and books that talks about time. If time is really repetitive, then that means everything up to our century could be the past of an ancient form of the future? In other words, our future world was already created and developed in the past? One thing.. I still remember this when I was very young..
In this life when I was probably around 3-4 years old, there was a night when my family had a fight. It was a big and dangerous fight that my brothers and I should avoid. However, that I was watching everything in a different perspective/way. Technically, as a child you will be looking at people from below since the adults will be a lot taller than you, correct? I was watching everyone from almost a bird's eye view. I was a ghost just watching the fight, my brothers, and even myself. Now that I think about it.. the only reason I am here now was because I followed myself a bit too long and was trapped inside the body. Even now, I feel like I want to get out of this body but I'm stuck. If time is truly repeating itself, why am I here now? I remember having thoughts and dreams that I wasn't supposed to enter or interfere with this timeline. Now that I have experienced 18 years of this boy's childhood, I realized something else too. He was supposed to die a long time ago. My presence itself is:
~Extending his life span
~Altering the formation of his body
~Conquering his aura with mine
~Erasing his existence slowly from this world
This boy was meant to have a tragic life and the purpose is yet unknown and unclear to me still. The curses in his life that I experience(d) are:
~Never be trusted by his parents
~Never be loved by his younger brothers
~Always isolated from society (They hate him for some reason.)
~Never had the ability to learn easily or succeed
~Suffer a very painful and lonely death
I believe his death date was around September 2001. He was 9 years old and left home because his parents scolded him a lot since he didn't understood what he was trying to learning. Later in the night, he was to be walking while he thought about his life and unexpectedly was hit by vehicle. His life was to end there. Since I am here with him, he just sits in the corner and listens. He is filled with fear and wants to remain there forever. Because of him just sitting there, he is slowly fading away and I worry about him because even I cannot comfort him to the fullest. He is still here, he looks almost like a shadow with color that is slowly fading into the darkness.
Yesterday, Cuquinha and Fireofearth were talking about what they were. Cuquinha said she is water because of her gear and Fireofearth said he was fire because his set. I couldn't figure out mine so I asked them to tell me. Both of them analyzed my gear and what Cuquinha said surprised me. She said I am a mixture of darkness with light. The things that are considered as:
Light
~Sera (My Seraphynx)
~Grey Owlite Shield
~Divine Veil
Darkness
~Dragon Scale Mail
~Cold Iron Vanquisher
~Polaris
She said I am a completely balanced person. :O? 3 things each in the light and darkness.
When I looked for the roar, I saw the world go to pure darkness in the blink of an eye with a glimpse of lightning but didn't hear thunder. Other times, I would see something else like.. a gate.. I once saw myself/my soul self in clothes like I was on an adventure and was holding a keyblade. If you know what it is, I used it to unseal something but I can't remember what it was.. My memories are flooding into my head at random times and R seems to know where it all connects. o.O
/hugs you like maple syrup hugs butter, pancakes, and waffles.
So, 09/08/2013 - 15:37
#100
The official ABANDON THREAD song: Escape from the City
Rolling around at the speed of sound.
Got places to go, gotta follow my rainbow.
Can't stick around, have to keep moving on,
Guess what lies ahead, only one way to find out!
Must keep on moving ahead,
No time for guessing, follow my plan instead.
Trusting in what you can't see,
Take my lead I'll set you free.
Follow me, set me free,
Trust me and we will escape from the city.
I'll make it through, follow me.
Follow me, set me free,
Trust me and we will escape from the city.
I'll make it through prove it to you.
Follow me!
Oh yeah!
Danger is lurking around every turn,
Trust your feelings, got to live and learn.
I know with some luck that I'll make it through,
Got no other options, only one thing to do!
I don't care what lies ahead,
No time for guessing, follow my plan instead.
Find the next stage, no matter what that may be.
Take my lead, I'll set you free.
Follow me, set me free,
Trust me and we will escape from the city.
I'll make it through, follow me.
Follow me, set me free,
Trust me and we will escape from the city.
I'll make it through through, prove it to you.
Follow me!
Follow me!
I'll make it through,
Oh Yeah!
*Makes evil laughter while peering into Ace's window**Slides out (REDACTED)(REDACTED)(REDACTED)(REDACTED)*