I'm not too adept at starting things. Hell, that's probably why I procrastinate in my writing so much. When I get going, though, it's difficult to stop, especially when it's hand-written. Typing just doen't have the same feel, you know? That magic, when your mind flows through your hands, spinning tales and stories like silk, the way your hands act like a conduit of the soul. Am I overthinking this? Perhaps. I can see why machines are considered soulless, taking out all the archaic, yet classic feel in favour of something efficient, yet lacking. Alas, typing's necessary. I need to use a USB to save my stories, because a journal or whatever's too risky to leave out in the open. And I'll still have to type up my stories in the end anyway.
Starting my previous fanfiction gave me something to do. Something to focus on. I regret not committing fully to finishing it until roughly eight months after it started, which, coincidentally, was how long the timeline of the story story ran for, minus the epilogue. I hope the other two chapters of this trilogy I've started aren't as filled with neglect. It's rather odd, because I've almost fully developed each story in my mind, minus fragments here and there, which are replaced by a snide voice saying "oh, I'll just make that bit up as I go". It's like I've taken someone's food and garnished it in my own culinary style, adding a new flavour to it, something unique. At least, as unique as one can be. I don't really see being unique as very possible in a world like this, but I digress.
Maybe one day I'll learn to appreciate writing fully, like a lifestyle or art form, as opposed to something less than a hobby. Until that day I'll be stuck writing two-bit fanfics, posting them to forums, and awaiting some disillusioned praise from people I'll never know. Not that I don't appreciate it, of course. I do love the feedback I receive, if any. The praise, too, is much appreciated, hollow as it is. Perhaps I'm just bitter over my lack of tenacity, of perseverance.
Nevertheless, I'm back for round two. This story from a character standpoint may be more difficult to write. How does one character the thoughts of a machine? It's much less difficult with something that could easily be classified as living. Spirals are widely believed to be at least partly organic, after all. But a Construct, especially one that's... alive... that's going to be a trial. At least, I think so.
Maybe I should stop being so serious. Maybe I should unwind and have a good time, like how plenty of those posts I made on the Vault in the past showed I could. I did go a bit overboard with goofing off, though. Hindsight's a terrible thing. But I can't unwind. For me, writing's what makes the gloves come off, what makes the brain start churning its rusted and underused cogs and gears. For years i've sat around daydreaming about fantasy lands, never documenting them that they may one day die with me. Why? Why not share them with others, and do away with the urges to just put it off for a few more minutes, just to watch one more video, read one more unimportant article?
I make no promises. Maybe I'll succumb to slacking off at some point. Maybe I'll revert to my darkness-dwelling shadow of a human, never again coming out to sample the light of day. Maybe, but that won't be today.
Re-reading this, I've come across as far too serious. For an 18-year-old, especially. I speak like I've already lived my life, and I'm now looking back with regret. How many people are even going to read this? I estimate maybe six. Better than nothing, though. Before I post the chapter, I'll say one last thing to my inner demons.
Bring it.
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===Prologue===
"Impressive, Seerus. This new 'Uplink' of yours will serve our cause well."
Seerus' face was obscured by his overbearing mask, but behind it his insane red eyes radiated much excitement. Tinkinzar continued staring into the monitor, perplexed at the marvellous sight that lay before him: countless tiny fragments of data, zooming back and forth along narrow lines of light, interconnected like a web.
"Of course, my lord," Seerus replied, bowing so low that the beak of his mask almost touched the floor. "Now, this is only a dramatisation of the Uplink, but rest assured, it will work exactly like this. Each soldier of our glorious Legion will be able to communicate together as if by magic."
"I hope you have taken all the necessary precautions," Tinkinzar said, his eyebrows raising. "What if they became free-thinking? What would happen if all the Legion rebelled?"
Seerus chuckled. "Have no fear, my lord. While it is true that the Legion possess AI, it is only very basic. They cannot think on their own. The Uplink is a means to make hem a hive mind. This way, if one falls to a... Spiral's strategy," he shivered with disgust at the word, "Others won't follow. Each one that falls will make the rest that much stronger."
"Most ingenious," Tinkinzar smiled. "This is why the Crimson Order entrusted the Grand Arsenal to you."
"Now, I cannot lie," Seerus said meekly. "The cost of the alloy we are to produce will be a great deal."
Tinkinzar waved a hand as if to brush off the notion. "Not a problem. We have spies working on the surface that can seize materials from the Auction House for a low cost. It will cost a few million crowns at most, and will take some time, but our economy shouldn't suffer. The Spirals will be doing all the legwork for us."
Seerus breathed a sigh of relief. He didn't anticipate his king to be so supportive in the idea. Tinkinzar turned his attention to the blueprints that lay on the adjacent table. He seemed fascinated by them.
"Now, my lord," Seerus flattered. "You'll see that each of the classes of Construct differ in ability greatly. We have the Scouts, who move quickly and efficiently, able to relay information to other patrols."
He pointed to the design of a sleek-looking Construct, designed to resemble a set of Wolver armour, with some minor alterations. There was a narrow slit across the face of the mask, behind which sat a lens aperture, and the ears functioned as vents. The torso contained only basic plating, as did the limbs, to provide moderate protection and minimum weight so the Construct could achieve maximum speed. From the blueprints, the average height of one would be five feet tall.
"Here we have the plans for a standard Legion Soldier, the all-rounder type. These will serve as the backbone of the army, and will be the greatest in number."
Seerus gestured to the Soldier's blueprints, from which it could be seen that the standard Soldier looked the most like any regular Mecha Knight, but with a few notable tweaks. The Legion soldier was noticeably taller, at least seven feet tall, and had limbs that were fully outfitted, as opposed to the simple steel rods that most Mecha Knights called arms or legs. The torso was outfitted with a large breastplate, and a belt of sorts containing a sheath. The shoulders were padded with large discs of armour, giving the soldier a more intimidating look.
"Over here is the design of a Legion technician. With their AI and overall design, they will revolutionise the sacred art of hacking, reducing those surface dwellers' defenses to virtual rubble."
The Technician's blueprints showed that it was only slightly taller than a scout, maybe an inch or two in difference. The overall look was somewhat similar to some sort of Demo suit, with panels and wired of sorts running along the ars. There was a utility belt running around the lower torso, containing various tools and devices.
"Lastly, my lord, we have the Guardian. I believe you'll really like this one."
The Guardian looked the most intimidating by far, even from the design. It stood a head taller than the Soldier, and was the bulkiest of the group, resembling more of a tank than a humanoid Construct. The arms were as thick as a Lumber's branches, and presumably twice as heavy. The torso's breastplate was twice the size of the Soldiers', giving the Guardian a more rounded shape, and was segmented to allow for a bit more mobility. The legs were outfitted with shock absorbers and other contraptions that would circumvent the sheer weight of the Guardian crushing its own legs as it walked. The feet were disproportionately large, being both big and wide to support the Construct's weight. The head was small, dwarfed in comparison to the torso, and contained only one lens, making it resemble some sort of cyclops.
"Very nice, Seerus," Tinkinzar whispered. "The sheer amount of detail is astounding. It's like artwork, your affinity with weapons."
"Well, weaponry's always been my art medium," Seerus boasted. "Come, we must show you the weaponry they are to wield."
"I have no doubts that it will be as incredible as all you've shown me thus far, 'Warmaster'."
"Oh, you're too kind, my liege."
Tinkinzar left the room, proceeding along the hallway to the next area. Seerus followed suit, until a voice made him stop in his tracks.
"You filthy worm, Seerus."
Seerus wheeled about, not expecting the other Gremlin to be there. Upon seeing who it was, his demeanour toughened.
"Ah, it's just you," he leered. "Thought it's be someone important."
"Those are my designs you're taking credit for, Seerus. I'm part of the Nine, too-"
"You carelessly left the designs in my care after your little visit to my Arsenal. Finders-keepers."
"And what if I tell the king? What will Seerus the Wise do then?"
"Tell him what fairy-tales you wish," Seerus gloated. "He won't believe you. I have the Arsenal, and soon I'll have full control of your little army."
The Gremlin narrowed his eyes. "We shall see. For now, why don't you go ahead and follow the king? No doubt you're eager to put your tongue to his boot."
Seerus' smile could be seen even through his mask. "Always have to have the last word, eh? Well, I'll be having the last laugh. Much more satisfying."
With that, Seerus turned to leave the other Gremlin in the hallway, who merely stood there, seething.
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