Your confidence isn't really going to come from others. It will come from self. You will learn and do. You will mess up. You will scurry to fix your mistakes and do what it takes to never do them again, feel what that makes you feel again. Then, the day will come where you know you can do and that you are good. You will also realize you've been feeling that long before that day came.
Forget the computer. We can talk here. I hope you do well on your exam. I know you will.
Snipes are all I'm finding in the afternoon, morning and evening....
Where'd everyone go...
/me looks in gh...empty.
/me looks in Haven...no one I ever saw before.
/me goes to do run...closes the browser usually before completing one floor, raging.
/me looks on the forum and thinks, "while I know random behaviors may have triggered a little in gc, it certainly doesn't explain the lack of any familiar users ANYWHERE most of the time anymore."
/me goes to steam to talk to Pat who is so far removed from SK he forgets it exists. So much so, he forgets I exist shortly into the conversation.
/me goes.
I'm sorry. I've been sad the past few days. The game, rl...
They found the crack I've been hiding in...The 8:30 am daily phone call, "We have to talk about this not talking thing." That just messes me up on so many levels for the day.
Chester, the kitty molester. XD
/hugs you like a little girl hugging her daddy who is leaving for active military duty.
I've seen you in many forums that I have been to. You're not a bad guy for chasing others away, but I do notice your random behavior that triggers the cause. I admire you for apologizing for the mistakes you have done, that's a another step we all take in life. To accept our mistakes and move on, it teaches you a lot and possibly changes the way you think and behave towards others. Take it easy, alright?
Noon,
Restarting the computer sounds a bit risky, is there a possibility for it to crash or something? Until I remove the password, I won't be able to install steam or anything. BTW my mother is coming this weekend for a visit and I gotta prepare for my first exam in a few weeks. I will try hard but not over do it like you said.
My promise with Cuquinha? It was to go to college and make an effort with my own self confidence. As you know, I had a very depressing and difficult childhood and that led me to believe that I can't do anything in this world. As I grew up, I gained some confidence trough TV shows, games, movies, etc. However, I could never really accept the thought that I could do anything. Now thanks to you, Melon, and Cuquinha, I have confidence to do almost anything but I still have that limit. Since I'm sorta scarred for life, it is kinda hard to break past it. In other words, my heart is scared to move on any further.
Yes, I do believe many people are watching me.. >3< When my brothers and I mentioned about Monsters Inc. whether or not they'll produce a second movie, the very next day the trailer for it came up on TV. There were several incidents that occurred like this one and it kinda makes me wonder. If you do remember the name of the my soul half (the girl), somebody already took it and made an email account out of it... When she realized this, she wasn't that pleased that someone have decided to use her name like that. It could have been coincidental but, her name is a very ancient term and nobody has ever heard of it for almost a 1000 years until I found out.
Spiral Knights.. what a great place to take a day off and play around with some snipes in the afternoon~
/pets a snipe. :D
/hugs you like a child that cares and loves his mother.
/salute
/thinks, "I still don't have a name for my battle sprite seraphynx yet... :L"