I've been pretty much alone durin' ma time on Cradle....and it's been...eatin' at me. Back in november, I lost e'erythin'...ma wife...ma guild...ma sobriety....And i've been lonely and depressed fer too long. Ta make matters worse.....I think I might be in heat....And all this stress...this pain...is jus' too much fer me......I cry fer help sometimes....nobody notices......I jus' wanted to be noticed...ta be loved....and it's jus' too much ta ask of this world.....i'm 'bout ready ta give up.