Hello, everyone. I've had two dreams today. Can you try think of ideas an interpret?
The first dream that I've had was about a friend. Mind that I'm a guy. He was asleep, and was leaning on me. Of course, I felt uncomfortable. However, later into the dream, I figured to try get more comfortable with this.
I've suspected that I might be gay. However, I am sure that I am not attracted to other guys if I ever see them physically naked. The idea, however, sometimes arouses me. I am ashamed of this. I am confused, but I simply try to ignore it entirely. As a Christian, I will not let it overcome me--simply, I will try to divert it. It is a confusing thing. I used to debate with people on BasilMarket (the popular MapleStory auction site, yes), specifically, some atheists and gay people on there, and about gay rights. With my experience, I'm not sure if I can relate to them. This is why, as Christian who has to deal with this, I believe that I am against gay rights. But this is another story. Back to the dream. This friend--I feel uncomfortable around him, but I felt no sexual undertones in the entire dream.
The above thing is very hard for me to say--I will not let me mind accept it.
The second dream is not even related to the first. I take karate, and one day, on the third floor of the complex where our training place is, after practice, everyone stepped outside onto the balcony. It was night, and it was raining. Our Sensei (teacher) came out, had a pair of papers, and began to narrate the description of a showing of a documentary of, or simply the Passion of the Christ. He spoke it like a professional narrator, which, of course, in real life, he is not.
I've had conflict about karate in general--there are some Buddhist undertones about it which I don't like. I just wonder if doing karate may be pleasing to God.
What do you think? I believe the puberty mood swings have come on as well--I felt depressed hours ago, and after karate practice, I feel ecstatic. Can someone interpret?
Here is a helpful video.
As for your Karate dilemma, maybe you should try learning more about Buddhism.
If you're worried about it not being pleasing to God, go ask someone at your Church.
They would know best.