Spiral Knights - Confession thread

Confession thread

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Thu, 10/23/2014 - 00:42

#51

Keepscaite

not much of a secret lol

I think I'm having an identity crisis. That, or I might be bi-polar. Either way, I probably need professional but am a little too iffed with the bureaucracy and the possibility of social backlash to actually get some.

PS. I have a shrine in my room dedicated to Zeddy.

Thu, 10/23/2014 - 13:39

#52

Fangel

I think this is my favorite thread now

I have really hard time creating conversations. Like, a really hard time. Once someone else says something I can be in complete control of a conversation, but the starting part is near impossible for me.
It's the reason I have created next to no threads myself, and of them, they are mostly in the suggestion forum. I think I've made one thread in gremlin chatter, and maybe two in general discussion.

Oh, and sometimes I will just completely ignore people talking to me in-game if I really just don't want to talk to them. If you ever try to talk to me and I never fall asleep but I don't stop staring in one direction, it means I don't want to talk to you but don't have the energy to tell you to go away.

Thu, 10/23/2014 - 14:52

#53

Vohtarak-Forum

I'm vohtarak, call me by that name

im having a hard time resisting doing this:

title:" stereotypical sk is dead thread"

body : "names a highly circumstantial situation
mentions a dumb opinion
assumes my opinion is a fact"

(people start posting)

i post "ignores what everyone says and continues to be ignorant and insult them using bad logic"

in those exact words, like legitimately making a post that says that

Thu, 10/23/2014 - 17:05

#54

Fehzor

I very likely suffer from some sort of undiagnosed depressive disorder and have a plan to kill myself soonish. I can't talk about it here because the gms don't allow it, and I can't talk about it IRL because I don't want people to force me to go get happy pills (ie destroy who I am) or try to stop me. I don't post or talk to people anywhere else.

Fri, 10/24/2014 - 14:47

#55

Avihr

Void

Way to kill the thread fehzor, if that's a troll then you're the best troll ever (or the worst) If you're really planning to do that, then that is just really sad.

Fri, 10/24/2014 - 15:16

#56

Sonosuke

Goddammit Aviri

I am an extreme game addict. Half the time I spend in my classes secretly playing Smash Bros 3DS.

Fri, 10/24/2014 - 15:22

#57

Vohtarak-Forum

I'm vohtarak, call me by that name

I've been through that, I'm what you mean

but the "happy pills" dont change your personality, just repress the sadness

and before you think of anything suicidal, think of the people who would be sad if that happened
I can probably guess parents, friends, people also like you on the forums too

or just dont listen to me Im just some random guy with no friends who has this game as his only happiness

Fri, 10/24/2014 - 15:23

#58

Vohtarak-Forum

I'm vohtarak, call me by that name

oh great

Fri, 10/24/2014 - 15:24

#59

Vohtarak-Forum

I'm vohtarak, call me by that name

another triple post

Fri, 10/24/2014 - 16:32

#60

Fehzor

Well I already told you why I can't talk in depth with you about this, despite how much I might want to.

I will say that I've thought about a monumental amount more than what you've said and stayed quite firm on my convictions though. I think I can say that without getting banned for talking about this? If you're a GM reading this, please just delete it if you have a problem with it.

Fri, 10/24/2014 - 17:19

#61

Fangel

Trying to brighten the mood I guess

I am strangely obsessed with the Schnuffel Bunny. Like, all the music under them. I like the English versions of all the winter songs and the German versions of all the summer songs. It's just so cute!

Also I don't speak German.

Fri, 10/24/2014 - 17:33

#62

Spark-Of-Hope

to be honest

sometimes, when I'm bored, I get wrapped up in a sleeping bag and lather butter all over myself and slide around the kitchen floor pretending I'm a thug.

Sat, 10/25/2014 - 12:28

#63

Vohtarak-Forum

I'm vohtarak, call me by that name

I think I might have a stalker in game
(not going into detail but someone was really creeping me out around 12:00 )

Sat, 10/25/2014 - 13:29

#64

Ironclaw-Mender

I draw my Knight as a Gremlin and I regret nothing.

Sat, 10/25/2014 - 18:21

#65

Pandafishie

My personality in-game ego is too large, but it all depends on who I'm with though. Heh if you ever see me in /z ;D It's probably a good thing I go inactive for a few months here and there.

Sun, 10/26/2014 - 13:48

#66

Popoixd

All hail the cookies.

Confession? Herrr..........
I have already caused a lot of drama in one of my past guild.
I used to ask EVERYONE as a friend in game. Now my friend list is litterally empty.
I used to move people whit my seerus thingny hammer.
What else can I says...
Someone once prononced my username Popo-i-x-d. For those who wonder my name is prononced Po-poixd.
I keep reading name the wrong way. Just recently have I learnd Atalanta isn't called Atlanta.

Random Fun Fact: When the gunner update got annouced I decided to take a pose from the game until it get released. Then yeah.
Random Fun Fact: Spiral Knight used to be the only game I played on my old computer because he refused to insttall anything else. And the update used to take 1-2 hour of active refreshing to install.

Mon, 10/27/2014 - 02:17

#67

Avihr

RIP Aviri's post

Because some things r better left unsaid, If you read what this said b4 UNREAD IT NOW, NOOOW

am far too drunk atm to think very clearly , don't worry next time I won't come to the forums drunk I promise. (but imma still troll around so don't get your hopes up)

Mon, 10/27/2014 - 00:50

#68

Blazzberry

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This next one of mine isn't negative, but before I found this game, I was heavily into smash brothers.

Irl tournaments, competitive scene and all that jazz. I've seen quite a bit from that community, although most of it was arguements and yelling. Not from me of course lol. The game melee and brawl became stale and soon, I found this community. Highly looking foward to smash 4 wii U. The 3ds version feels like a handicap to me imo. Will still take on any challengers ^.^

Mon, 10/27/2014 - 14:13

#69

Popoixd

All hail the cookies

@Oooh Aviri what could you have said?

Mon, 10/27/2014 - 15:46

#70

Dahall

@popo

probably a sick fetish or his views on one of the forumers

Mon, 10/27/2014 - 16:00

#71

Holy-Nightmare

...

I enjoy keeping people in the dark about my identity.

(I currently have about half the people in my guild believing I'm a girl and all my friends think I'm a guy)

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Tue, 10/28/2014 - 04:13

#72

Vohtarak-Forum

I'm vohtarak, call me by that name

not sure what you mean but ill assume you meant Oooh as me
no it wasn't aviri it was someone else in game

Tue, 10/28/2014 - 04:17

#73

Midnight-Dj

I planned made a comic in the past, a story staged during the peak of cold war, a few days after the end of Korean war, a legendary Chinese soldier died right after he managed to foil the plan of a Neo-Nazi group that involves using American miniture nuclear war heads to attack China and the USSR in hope of kick start WWIII (and give Germany the chance to rise to power once the east and the west died off).

The body of this soldier was soon recovered by the unit he was working for, the CSS (Chinese Secret Service) and a massive cloning programme went underway in hope of scavenge what was left of the soldier's gene. Months later, 20 genome super babies were made. But much to the scientists' dismay, they all died off mysterious heart attacks. Later examination realized that this legendary soldier's gene has a strange defect on his Y chromosome, a defect which lead to a heart failure in all male clones, this defect gene activates at random so there was not telling when the clones were going to die.

In order to make a compromise, a female offspring must be created in order to bypass this defective gene. And so, my most ambitiously evil female OC was created, X, that is her name, on the surface, the X represents the X chromosome ( you need 2 of them if you want to be a girl), the deeper meaning behind the letter 'X' is that it represents denial and dissatisfaction, more so my dissatisfaction to myself IRL. During her creation, a male offspring was also created, but his only purpose was to give X all of his superior dominant gene while he kept all of the inferior recessive gene to ensure that X will be the better child. That inferior child was 'me'...

X trainned to be life her father ever since she learned to walk, and her first order as a soldier was to kill 'me', her inferior little brother. The cold war is near its end with the Soviet union's collapse on the horizon, X sets out to rekindle the fires of war, thinking that by starting WWIII, she would be remembered as the queen of ashes while 'I' will be remembered as the hero who died trying to stop her.

Hmm, all of these sound like the plot of Metal gear Solid...

Yeah, and that is why I never bothered making the comic -.-, originality isn't my strong suit... as for my evil twin sister X, unlike most other female characters in my imaginary world, she doesn't have much to show for when it comes to breasts (she is rather flat), but she has killer thighs to make up for it. And for a female antagonist, X hardly use her charm at all, she much prefer fighting her enemies, regardless of gender, in the open without attacking obvious weakspots, making her a very honorable villain.

Tue, 10/28/2014 - 17:43

#74

Latinkon

I am Strange

When I was three years old, I often ate dead bugs. I was very picky though. I only ate fly heads. Ladybugs are very bitter.

I used to sled down stairs in a saucer sled.

I can catch flies. I can catch them with one hand, without killing them. I demonstrated it to some of my friends, and they asked if I was some sort of ninja.

Tue, 10/28/2014 - 17:55

#75

Avihr

No latin.

I do not think you are a ninja, but you are probably a member of the rare humanoid species of frog people.

Tue, 10/28/2014 - 17:56

#76

Holy-Nightmare

@ this thread

Wait....

Wed, 10/29/2014 - 06:13

#77

Ankung

I'm in love with Mr Flibbles.

On a more serious note, every online game that I've joined have suddenly gotten unpopular with my friends. It's the same way with guilds in spiral knights, every guild that I've been part of is now in deafult.

Wed, 10/29/2014 - 06:46

#78

Ill-Fate-Ill

I like playing solo, and I like to '/y' random stuff that I wouldn't want others to hear, or rather read. Most of the time in Japanese or Chinese.

Wed, 10/29/2014 - 08:00

#79

Vohtarak-Forum

I'm vohtarak, call me by that name

im a curse to all guilds I join
my current one went into default 3 times now since I became officer rank

Wed, 10/29/2014 - 21:22

#80

Addy

I don't correct people when

I don't correct people when they misgender me most of the time cuz it doesn't really bother me. n_n b

Thu, 10/30/2014 - 02:25

#81

Inalaman

@Dahall

Knowing aviri it was probably a story about how his ex, who happens to be a merchant, broke his heart and humilliated him publicly, obviously there must be a reason he always says all that stuff about them in trade chat almost every day...

Now, a secret ? well, I remember being leader of a guild once and there was two newbie dudes in it that I continuously kept confusing with one another, but they were basically the same! noobish, kind of annoying and even the way they spoke was quite similar.

I'm a terrible person aren't I...

Thu, 10/30/2014 - 05:05

#82

Iamnoone

~Warning~

Playing with Ankung will kill your game and guild.
/makes note in my gaming notebook, "Never send invites to or accept them from Ankung."

Thu, 10/30/2014 - 05:05

#83

Ill-Fate-Ill

I love my friends, I really do. However if I hate someone I won't show it. I hate toddlers because they are annoying and overrated. It's surprising because I have no sisters or brothers...therefore people will say I have no basis for my judgements.

I like talking to people so feel free to add me in-game.

Thu, 10/30/2014 - 08:06

#84

Iskrica

I'm obsessed with having my

I'm obsessed with having my ears constantly clean. I consume more Q-Tips than I do food.

Thu, 10/30/2014 - 08:14

#85

Iskrica

Never hold the "Post" button for too long

Posted the same post above twice, but by accident. And there's no delete post button... Feeling great shame. >.<

Thu, 10/30/2014 - 09:32

#86

Fangel

Here comes another one I guess

I really like dark humor. A little too much honestly. As a result I've learned to pretty much censor my humor around large groups of people as not to offend them.

Thu, 10/30/2014 - 11:44

#87

Vohtarak-Forum

I'm vohtarak, call me by that name

by dark humor do you mean like dead baby jokes fangel?
why did Suzy fall off the swing
because she had no arms

knock knock
"who's there?"
not Suzy

Thu, 10/30/2014 - 13:53

#88

Fangel

Yup, sort of like those

I guess it's a combination of dark humor and anti-jokes. I love both of those.

I don't want to jump too far into my dark humor sense, as I'd rather keep a cleaner forum profile if I can, but I suppose I can tell an anti-joke that made me crack a smile:

Q: How many Germans does it take to screw in a lightbulb?
A: One. They're efficient and not very funny.

Thu, 10/30/2014 - 14:47

#89

Vohtarak-Forum

I'm vohtarak, call me by that name

how many gallons of blood fit in a trashcan

Thu, 10/30/2014 - 16:38

#90

Spring-At-Peace

@Fangel

Well, today in class, our first AID teach went about some soft tissue damages that can occur and what to do during then. About 15 minutes before the bell rang, he told us about how a wife went banana's after seeing her husband coming home 2 in the mornin', drunk and smelling like a certain odor 20 years ago. She wasn't thinking straight and thought he was cheating on her, so then she decided to grab a butcher knife and then cut an appendage off to make him "Half the man" he was. She went into panic mode, while he was pretty much squirting blood from the area that was amputated. She quickly got into her car and started to drive the wheel with both the bloody knife and his "other half" down the road until she stopped by a highway. She then discarded both her husband's body part and the knife out the window and went straight to the police to talk about the situation. Literally when they got to the highway later, they had to make a traffic jam so then they could find the appendage on the streets. So literally one guy finds it and just raises it in the air like a trophy. After getting it chilled and put back on her husband, she wasn't charged @ all of jail time; she admitted she wasn't thinking straight and was sorry because of suspicion of cheating with another woman. They got divorced, though she got re-married later that same year.

I was pretty much laughing my tush off the whole time before and after the story because other students we're asking, "Does it still work?" xD

I am a sadistic nucklehead...

Whatever you do, do NOT show me ANYTHING that features humanoid animals, or furries/scalies/whatever you guys call it, because then I'd go crazy about drawing them, especially Sergals. Might start small when I see it twice like editing a pokemon with different markings and clothing, yet when I see it for @ least 3 days straight, I will go crazy and to be so far as to draw them in school.

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Thu, 10/30/2014 - 16:49

#91

Popoixd

All hail the cookies.

@Spring I didn't get what you meant by apendage util the end of the storie. Then, ouch.

Fri, 10/31/2014 - 02:47

#92

Ill-Fate-Ill

Ooh, I have a joke...

Two men walk into a bar...

Ouch...

Sat, 11/01/2014 - 15:18

#93

Avihr

Fear

Some thing few ppl know about me, when I was a young lad I was afraid of many dumb things.

One of the things I feared wasn't particularly normal, the fear that I was going insane, really, the concept of losing my mind, being unable to comprehend reality and seeing stuff that wasn't there was truly terrifying to me, though I sometimes wonder what it is like to go crazy.

I remember that there was a time in my life when I would constantly wake up in the middle of the night for no apparent reason, and besides being afraid (because I was also afraid of darkness), in my stupidity or innocence, whatever you want to call it, I thought it was a sign that I was going insane.

And ofc I no longer suffer from these pathetic fears, except for the dumbest and most silly of them all, ladies and gentlemen, I am still afraid................. of WATER!! and no, don't be stupid and link me pics of a glass of water because that doesn't work, I am afraid of going into water, but only if the water is too deep or I am too far away from somewhere I can set foot on. I can get into a pool, but I don't go to the side that is deep, I go to the beach, but I always stay relatively close to the shore, I have a very unpleasant feeling whenever I'm on a boat because I can hardly get over the thought that I can fall into the water and DIE, yes I'd F#%&@& die right there, insta heart attack GG water.

Fun fact, I have trouble getting into the water even in videogames... has anyone played far cry 3 here? yeah well , remember that mission that you had to swim your way into that ship to go undetected? I had to do it trying not to look at the screen, remember those items that required shark skins to be crafted? I had to wait until they were really close to the shore and shoot them there so i didn't have to go too deep... forget about getting the shark relics, too painful for me, I went for the spider anyway, and spiders don't like water.

Sat, 11/01/2014 - 15:31

#94

Dahall

You fear water because it is unknown to you? I am quite curious how people can fear known things. The only thing that spooks me is the unknown :|

Sat, 11/01/2014 - 16:23

#95

Avihr

Void

I have very little understanding of why I fear deep waters, but being something unknown to me is probably not entirely the reason, since like I said I'm also afraid of getting into a pool if it is deep enough, and I certainly know and can also see what is in the bottom of the pool, but that's not enough to eliminate the fear I start feeling if I get too close to it, though I have to say that the level of "affraidness" isn't as strong in a pool as it would be in the sea or a lake/river where there is much more water and I am unable to see what is in the bottom, and that does make it worse.

Sat, 11/01/2014 - 16:51

#96

Spring-At-Peace

@ Aviri

Well, you're probably afraid because you can't either float well and feel more consumed with the water than to stand, or that you know known things that can be lurking in the water like sharks/ crocs, piranhas etc. My bro's afraid of Megalodon, due to them possibly still existing and that it's scary to face them head on. Though I have a fear that many will either find too ridiculous or just too insane to think about.

Speaking of that...

I've gone insane too many times, I think it's bad for my health. Yesterday was another case of it, though I think that my father either didn't understand or that he ignored wth i was saying. Sometimes the body does whatever it wants and I keep yelling in my mind "tell/ask them *Subject*, you buffoon", though they do click once in a while like right now. So after a while, I even tried to convince my father to go on Kingda Ka when it was about 50 degrees F, though he'd say we can get our arses frozen off. And I do rarely talk about what I feel when I realize reality TOO much and go into deep thought on what's life even really about. Yet that's a dumb question to ask. I find life is just repeating itself anyways. YOLO is a lie, and you're going to hear it several times, even by dejavu standards and without knowing it. I'm trying to find a way if I even could break this infinite loop, or that it's just never ending anyways; I prob doing the same thing right now. Though what about different dimensional universes you'd say? Well they're obviously causing a loop in theirs too.

Have you ever tried feeling like you're the only sane person in this reality? Did you ever think you were a god that's hidden away by the things that stand before you as a task to reach that status? Wondered if some logics we see is just false and made up because someone did say "Hero's are made by the process of the 'Hero's Journey'", when the villains are the good guys (via not that movie when the villain became the superhero because the main hero decided to slack off... I've forgotten the title, though I think he was a blue did with a big brain and had a sidekick of a talking piranha in a fish bowl built with a robotic suit) ? Even if you endure pain and/or pleasure, you just don't feel it physically/mentally? Ever felt that you are probably being controlled to say the things by actions and words and have an identity crisis?

Crude, I'm getting a twitch on my face again.

Sun, 11/02/2014 - 14:14

#97

Popoixd

All hail the cookies.

1) I respect whatever people believe as long as it does not hurt other person.

I believe there is nothing after death. Just and absolute oblivion and I have an EXTREME fear of it and all I can do is just push the tough of it away and try to forget it.

Mon, 11/03/2014 - 12:34

#98

Vohtarak-Forum

I'm vohtarak, call me by that name

about that megalodon thing
there is a pic somewhere that shows a fin (just the fin) taken from a distance but was found to be 15 feet tall, later there was a whale bitten in half on that beach, hehehNOPE

im kind of afraid of deep things, but not really
like I would be fine taking a trip to the mariana trench (I think thats whay its called), but looking at it from like the surface or some distance away makes me feel really nauseous

Mon, 11/03/2014 - 12:34

#99

Latinkon

NASCAR

I played an outdated NASCAR game for PS1 last night and completed a full-size race. It was 235 laps long and took me 4 hours to complete. I finished 5th. Why did I do this? I just wanted to be able to tell people this.

Tue, 11/04/2014 - 15:48

#100

Popoixd

All hail the cookies.

My darkest secret is that I just stole this thread 100 repplies...

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