My secret is, I wish Pi seized the opportunity and streaked the third page.
Confession thread
I really like graphic tees. Here's a good example of my favorite shirt.
I spy on you all when I disappear from the forums for long periods of time.
Since Spring made multiple confessions....
I've never been too fond of sympathetic people. Don't ask me why, but I just don't.
It's like, I see someone watching the news about victims of a volcano eruption, and then they talk about how 'sad' they feel watching it, and that just really irritates me.
Like, I knew a girl once who kept going on and on about this crippled friend she had, and how sorry she was for him, and all I could think about was a discrete method to decapitate her on the spot.
my social disorder "forget what its called atm" causes me to show either no emotion or the wrong face
like if im doing something I lkke people say I look sad and when something bad happens I smile or something, even though im not happy about it
also directly looking at people while speaking makes me uncomfortable
@ohnorakk
That shows how boring your childhood was.
@keepscaite
first of all, I do not think that word means what you think it means
Second, you have a serious issue because feeling like killing someone who has done you no harm(mentally or physically) is bad.
Don't mock ppl who had a rough childhood, they might turn into serial killers and you'll be their first victim. (umm... that wasn't the point I was trying to make but uhh, screw it, you know what I mean, they get so sad that they start spreading their pain to others)
I remember there was an EXTREMELY shy dude in a school I used to go that didn't even look at you when you were talking to him and always replied "yes" or "no" (I also remember I almost laughed when I first tried talking to him, not intentionally but damn, never met a guy as shy as that one) as much as possible and everybody said horrible stuff about him, that he was going to become a serial killer, or that he escaped from an asylum etc etc... but at least nobody bullied him because the rumors were so strong that others were actually scared of him, I felt terribly sorry for him because I know what it is to be like that, cept that my case wasn't so extreme, and I was like 8 YO back then.... F&%"ing 4th graders, they called me zombie all the time because I was pale and didn't talk much *Goes and cries in a corner*
I know what welp means lol. It was just something random I put on the subject thing. Like 'kisses and brimstone' or 'all hail the cookies' or what Vohtarak keeps saying.
I can't help my tendencies and sudden impulses. At least I don't act out on them :p
@Aviri: elementary schoolers are the worst. I used to be bullied by this brat during 5th grade. At some point I finally snapped and gave him a bloody nose.
Best [*$(%*$&] day of my life. I didn't even care that the teacher got mad at me afterwards. Kid never bothered me again.
Speaking of childhoods, I had never been bullied in school because all my big brothers were popular in it(that did affect me because I was not popular at all ):
/------not convinced. When I was in first-half of my teens, I couldn't understand
| how one would feel in certain situations; I thought it was because I didn't
| care about anything and had some mental disorder or something
| (turned out it was just common teenager signs and I was merely less interested in
| whatever wasn't me). Safe to say I care less for myself now
| and more for others(that aren't a threat to me or my family/community/property).
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| If you do actually have a legit disorder then please say so.
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it wasn't caused by my childhood, its a social disorder that is hardwired into your brain, but it did cause a bad childhood
Another secret?
I've been using some posts of users on these forums to practice my english pronunciation/reading skills and recorded that... so I probably have some of you guys posts saved as audio files in my pc :) :) :)
*I am stalking you alls so watch out maggots, you might get a big surprise some day in the middle of the night... mahahahahaha!*
I hate living in real life. I despise every second of it. All the pain, all the hate, all the absolute toxicity amongst ourselves. Greed, oppression, racism (or rather ethnicism), everything that came with humans. Hell, even the good things in life I hate. It's not something that would make me want to kill myself, honestly.
How do I cope? I shut myself off from the world. Gaming, drawing, going into the internet, anything to get away from it all. I've even gone so far as to make myself live in my imagination once in a while. A small, pocket universe filled with things I made up, people to interact with, things to do. All without the hate or oppression of real life.
^Don't worry, it's just that time of your life (づ。◕‿‿◕。)づ Though this hatred can become permanent. As for your imagination, try lucid dreaming.
@ aviri
nice try, but my door and windows creek like a horror movie
and my night stand has quite a few heavy objects on it
I have a strange obsession with ceiling fans right now
I ALWAY day dream. And I keep falling into my tough.
Also, I'm affraid of the dark ! (I won't precise my age but I can legally play spiral knight)
Like, really. I have to alway have a light on and the the point in the darkness kind of light, the make the room easilly seeable kind of light.
Also ever since I talk two language (French as my native one and English as the other) I keep forgetting word randomly. Like i will think of what I want to say start to say it then forget a crucial word. Here an example: I really like uh what is it called already... firefighter use it to move ... uh ... 30 seconde later: FIRETRUC !
Every night I move my neighbor's flower pot that is sitting on their porch, closer to the door so the door brushes the pot when they try to go out in the morning. I don't hate them. I just think it's funny when they complain to everyone about the stupid plant that moves on it's own every night.
I liek dark humour... WAY too much for my age, about 20% of my vocabulary is quotes from media or the Internet, and whenever something bad happens to someone (not REALLY bad, just regular accidents) I feel the Schadenfreude.
Also I'm shy most of the time but I still have lots of friends online and irl. I'm weird. ._.
First thought that came into my mind was "AHA! you're a male!" :|
I though the same when I first saw Samus in the powersuit.........
Didn't about 95% of us think that anyways? Peeps whom looked in the manual first before playing knew then she was female (And I wasn't one of those peeps... derp) :P
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I have a real bad case of "MY GOD, THIS IS MY FANDOM HERE BROWDFBBQSOGUUUUUUUD" whenever I go back to one of my favorite series of tv shows, games, etc., especially when I hear announcements of new things popping up to just mess around with me more.
An example currently after some SP swings is pretty much Rick and Morty being announced to have a Season 2 soon.
https://31.media.tumblr.com/908224686f1654e805e31975625d8fef/tumblr_inli...
I am now pumping up to be prepared to watch them as soon as they come out (Even though I have DirectTV, I still want to watch it like a normal person)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ExitLAP6F9U
Btw, I don't care if this show is made by stoners for stoners; it's too dang good and humorous for me to immediately pass up on an AS original (I am a sugarholic btw; needing my soda/candy/whatever consists of high sugar levels).
I am a very fast typer. Just watch me type a bunch of numbers in under 5 minutes
Sometimes I get in weird moods where I only feel the desire to draw or write, so I have a lot of unfinished pieces of work around.
(According to my files, I draw something every 2-3 months it appears...)
Sometimes I play naked.
No, it doesnt get in the way, cause I use a desk with good enough clearance so when your mind wanders onto unspeakable topics, it doesnt get in the way of stuff
Girls dont have this problem, thats why they are better at LD
I haven't updated my FF because of this prob. bleh.
@ Octa
Pretty sure girls have this prob too if their cans are big enough when playing on a laptop to see the screen fully. Have to sit up fully myself instead of lay back flat because I don't even see the top half of the computer during depth diving, which is lame. Ugh.
I inadvertently caused the paralysis and eventual putting down of my most wonderful and loyal guinea pig when I was young.
The scream she made when her back legs stopped working will forever stay embedded in my mind...
Forgive me...
I'm tearing up just thinking about it now...
But on the flipside, that incident has made me become super gentle with all things.
I really like the pets I have, but im two germaphobic to actually touch them
or get within two feet of them
the dog looks so soft though
Huh.. Herm... Shouldn't say too much...
I sometimes go to my High School with a pink cowboy hat and mustache while wearing a polar bear hat with UV glasses.
(I obviously need to take them off before my MCJROTC period begins...)
I don't really mind when people call me a boy, seems just, as I'm more tomboy-ish in personality. I just follow it with a "..."
I have a sincere, deep hatred for those that astray from the main topic during a conversation (My... Err, in a nutshell).
I can eat as much as I want and I never gain a single pound, I get sarcastic hate because of that :3
I consistently put myself under controlled depression or perkiness to make myself feel good (Don't know how the sadness works). I most commonly express it through drawings and certain music retaining to the mood.
...I love ponies. I just don't fluster them throughout the internet into people's mouths.
Also, I'm sorry Lord-Patches, if you ever look at the forums anymore. But that imposter rightly known as Lord-Latches "The Lord of Latches, sire" was... Me. Dx
That's not nearly enough secrets, some not even worthwhile. There's many dark things people don't know about me.
Not even my bestest of friends, because I'm usually upbeat to everyone, whilst at home I'm hiding an inner sadness that not even my parents know. I'm practically like Pinkamena, the crazy monster that lives in even the happiest pony, Pinkie Pie.
I'm sorry for mentioning ponies. I'll be eating some cheese balls. That's enough confessions for me today.
Oh, I almost forgot, I like to reenact the MitchiriNeko March, along with imitating the physical attacks (ie. Batman) from Injustice iOS. Did I mention I'm tomboyish? Haha. Please don't stalk me, I've already done that from a tree back in 3rd grade on my old crush. q_q
I can eat as much as I want and I never gain a single pound.
ME.
Same with the eating amount, although I did gain weight before 10 years old. Started to lift stuff during then and still have my 10 year old strength. Together with my 16 almost 17 year old strength, I can lift up to 200 pounds. (with arms 50-75 pounds, full body is 200, legs 125-150)
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*Since it's Thanksgiving*
I am thankful that I am allowed to name my folders on the computer. And when I look for images with friends and family nearby, they give me questioning looks.
-without thanks of thanksgiving-
Sometimes, when I have two shoes of the same brand yet different colors, I wear one colored shoe from each set and go to the mall (Currently would wear one grey Bearpaw and a black Bearpaw). People used to give me strange looks, especially when I wear my blue poncho during a rainy day. Nowadays.... holy fudge. On the second week of November, when I wanted to look with my mother @ a store that sells Squishables and see if they have the Cerberus one, about half the people I pass (Especially girls) by gave me either a thumbs up, yelled out "WIRT!!!" or practically went up to me and either talked about Over The Garden Wall a little bit or gave me a high five. It took us 30 minutes to get in and out the mall than a quick 10-15 minutes. And then I decided to stop going out with mismatching shoes. You shall only see 'em inside and near the outside of my household.
I sometimes google random stuff on the search bar and look @ the image results that popped up. This week was "Yaoi anatomy fail" and pretty much had me laughing my butt off. Now I know the source of the 'yaoi hand fetish'.
http://th06.deviantart.net/fs71/PRE/f/2013/221/0/0/demotivational__yaoi_...
"I'm practically like Pinkamena, the crazy monster that lives in even the happiest pony, Pinkie Pie." There Is no monster In pinkie pie. Pinkie pie is not her real name. Pinkamena Is. Also the cupcakes are not canon. Lol.
I never knew you were into... Err, it. What cupcakes?
And I haven't watched the show in a long time, automatically assumed Pinkamena to be bad because of those Luna Games, bleh :v
My bad, I'm a disgrace lol.
@Spring-At-Peace
Lol damn, didnt think of that XD
Sexy post, but what about a sports brah? It makes voluptuous ladies look like 12 year old boys according to Jennamarbles.
Woot!
I'm actually really anti-social, even when around friends and family. Made even worse when my cousins want me to talk with them.
because people have problems
and you're the only one to blame for this
I have bullied a friend whitout wanting nor knowing it. Yeah... (In the end everything was happy and our friendship is better then ever now).
And I'm pretty sure that is also the cause of my astronomically low self-esteem.
I ONLY use arial when writing text.
I can NOT write in textos languaguage. It take me more time than typing normally.
Same. Yesterday on Thanksgiving, I didn't even talk to my cousin and uncle (mother's line) at the start of the day and just hanged out with my bro on the comp. Though when we started to watch Ross' Game Dungeon videos with the playthrough and review of Carnevil, then I had a conversation with 'em.
@ Popo
I had a prob of that before with the bullying. Was cool with this name related store joke of "Sam's club" back in 6th grade until I saw them with a depressing face as soon as I brought up the joke again. I stopped that joke completely then, though I still remember how funny it was beforehand. Yeeeeeeeah I'm a fail comediest.
@ Oct
You now have broken me man. You have broken me like an ice pick that broke through the surface of a lake within the winter time to go fishing for the deepest catches of now my darkest confessions.
http://media.tumblr.com/6a7f761503d1c6805b84bec111ae4c3f/tumblr_inline_m...
/Checks the first darkest confession on personal list to this day now
I NEVER had worn a real bra in my entire life. I wear sports bras only so far. Some people think that I'm wearing a normal bra (when one of my friend's asked me one day, along with some random chicks in group projects of 6 last year), when really I wear either a tank top at home or SBs. Along with that, I feel that I might be past a D size... sure they're D size and fit on me, though overtime it kind of strains and I feel that I need something bigger or else POP. I might try normal ones, though I'm pretty sure that's not going to happen for a while.
/Starts to look awkwardly left and right to make sure there ain't no gremlin stalkers around
/Checks 2nd dark confession on personal list
Screw it, I think I'm pansexual now. I knew I was definitely Bi @ the age of 13 and started to talk about it out loud on Freshman/Sophmore year (I've actually heard whispers going around about my sexuality and sneak peaked some of the whisperers faces. 50% Blank face, 15% either laughing or ugh face, and 35%... little smile to wide smiles...? Yes I'm nosey, so what? Everyone is in a way anyways, due to our curious instinct.), though now I'm starting to just don't care about it. If I'm going to love someone, then I don't care what they look like on the outside; I'll be with whomever I'll accept under either my wish list of the other person (Me as the cat and the other as the mouse, starts with a hate then love relationship, can be serious when needed, silly in a way, huggable or loves large hugs, loves taking pleasure than to give pleasure to me via Submissive/Masochistic ) or how I react to them without thinking (via my main thinking piece isn't choosing; the body itself is). And no, I am not disgusted by peeps whom are trans/M&FM; a bit awkward at first and then get used to it like how I normally meet new peeps.
Annnnnd now I think I'm a irl version of one of my fav tv show role models... cept female. Pointy hat curly hair frowny face. <@:(
@Spring-At-Peace
That is pretty awesome XD You must get a lot of attention! Hehe ;)
Also, its pretty cool how open minded your are about everything in that regard. Very mature, gotta say. Im being introduced more to this kind of stuff since I just started college, its actually quite interesting!
I saw a drag show with a drag queen, and I think that made me pretty much accept people for who they are even more. Im pretty neutral about this kinda stuff in general, since I consider myself open minded (I don't really hate anybody. I guess the only type of people I dont like are people who do dumb things, but thats very subjective), but I am completely fine interacting with anybody! But yeah, very cool!
PS: More of a giver than a taker myself ;)
Well, it depends on what kind of attention you're mentioning. :P
Via School
I don't admire too much attention (I've actually mentioned this @ the start of 3rd grade. When it hit 6th grade though, a lot of boys were actually trying to date me and giving me attention of me being beautiful and going to extremes of even making love letters and signs. I had to make it stop immediately after a week before I went insane because of overwhelming fanboys and told the principle (I like to talk to older/younger people than my age group) to stop this mess immediately. This caused a lot of people to not talk to me for a while and I didn't mind. It's starting to break though, due to a popular kid now interacting with me and causing others to follow suit this year.) because then it doesn't really give me more freedom on my time and reaching my inner child than to settle with others. Though if there's people who take in either my most beloved interests (Art, video games, interests in other cultures, etc.) or to join their inner child with mine, then they're pretty much my friends. So the attention I get is pretty much secret attention than out in the open attention. Like a crush you have on someone and want to express it, yet you'll stand there and stare than to go up front and talk to them.
Via Internet
Not really much attention unless i actually put effort in it. If I wanted to get attention really badly though, I'd just randomly add everyone's FRs as soon as they send it to me. I'm on the usual standards of knowing before adding random peeps like everyone else. Also when I do have an idea and finally try to post it, someone else had already posted it in the very minute (Via I'm talking about you Tumblr...) or I'm too lazy to try it out (ideas for FanFiction.Net, yet I don't post them up).
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Well, everyone's intelligent in a way that other's can't seem to get their head around. Like how I knew about the Snake vs Mongoose story in Gen 3 of pokemon from some books I've owned than the other kids who don't know the origin of the story that formed around Seviper and Zangoose. Yet when I put my foot down to say it's totally wrong is some things that are either extreme or important to me (me extreme rhyme scheme bleh).
Oh, if you really want me to be open minded, just get me some good old fashion coca cola in actual glass bottles, get some friends/friends friends/friends friends friends, and play some games like truth or dare, never have I ever, or hotseat and I'll start blabbing/acting away answers to show what I think about your questions/commands. ^FT^
I fart under the sheets at night so I can smell them just to see what they smell like.
@Spring-At-Peace
I think I was about to post something somewhat intelligent, but then I read Iamnoone's post and questioned faith in humanity for some time. Ah well here goes!
6th grade?? Damn, I didnt even know what a rubber was in 6th grade, even tho we found them on our playground all the time. From your posts, you sound like one of those lucky girls that can just flutter their eyes and get like any guy ;) And you like video games too! Why can't I find girls like you irl XDD
But honestly, good for you! Having options is always nice, haha ;)
I agree with your point that everyone's got a special intelligence. Not everyone is a straight A student, but it seems like they are either really awesome to talk to, have amazing social skills, are awesome dancers, can rek ppl in vid games, are stellar at sports, or any other area that isn't tested in school. I do know some people who seem hopeless and dont show any special skills (I have a weed smoking daily drinker roommate, but I probably just don't know him well enough, even though he does dumb stuff all the time).
Lastly, coca cola from a glass bottle is awesome, I'll give you that. But there is not one soft drink that can withstand the epic flavor that IS, Dr. PEPPER.
@Popoixd Well my darkest secret is that I stole the first post of the third page